As of recent events, and a little inspiration from Sprinkle Of Glitter, I've remembered that as much as this blog is for everyone else, its for my peace of mind as well. The last few months have not been all rainbows and care-bears for me, despite my every trying optimism there have been some dark days, some due to what people would think to be petty reason but for me, they are important and have caused me to feel so many different emotions that i never thought you could have towards people, or a person.
I've learnt that, despite this situation still going on, i need to be happy for me and I'm slowly getting there. Fair to say I'm not the ball busting girl around, especially with this situation one that has caused mainly continuing heart break, but has taught me a lot about myself and other people. I find I'm forever searching for the good in people, the glimmer, or a smidgen of hope that maybe they'll try to improve them selves and see the light in even the darkest of moments. But sometimes despite your greatest hope and want for these people, they just cant find it no matter what you do, and maybe in months or weeks to follow they will realise what they have lost. For me despite this pain, and exhaustion through it all, i want to go back to the road of being happy wherever that shall lead me, I'm not there yet, and despite all I'm still holding on, having hope remain, in my corner at least, of this whole debacle.
slow and steady wins the race, that's what they say don't they?
time heals all wounds, I'm sure I'll get there.
Chin up girlie's and guys
Xx
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